Day17 NaPoWriMo2019 – Notebook

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I am less rebellious today. But I also realised that I picked up the daily prompt yesterday from another year.(I thought it felt a bit familiar! I know there is recycling, but really…!) Anyway. Day 17 of NaPoWriMo2019 has dawned and the #APoemADay prompt is “Today, I’d like you to challenge you to write a poem that similarly presents a scene from an unusual point of view. “ Hmnnn…my notebook is nearly full. So I thought I might allow the notebook to have a voice from its perspective.

Notebook

There are only two pages left
fully blank.
I am nearly full
of your ink
your squinky handwriting
that smoothed across me
day after day
since just before New Year.

You began me on the first day
of official mourning
the restlessness
after relief of suffering,
in the exhaustion
after bedside hovering.

Nearly four months you have
massaged your mind
across each page
every morning.
In two days time,
at most three,
you will fill the last
blank space in me.
I will be full
of your preoccupations.
Or not.
What deflections
and elisions
have not been confessed?
After all
it is not just a case
of commission.

If a daily practice
is for the good
of your soul
leave some imprint.
What is the shape
of your spirit?
Ink blot and flow,
crossings out,
re-routes of
line breaks,
countings out
of each syllable
in pitch black Quink
to match my cover
and the ribbon marker
and the elastic
arm band that surrounds.

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Day16 NaPoWriMo2019-In Translation

I broke my rule yesterday. I looked at the prompt today and felt similarly rebellious. The challenge is to take a poem in a language you don’t know and see what you can make of the words to do a translation that is not a translation. I did have a bash at it, but felt very flat and uninspired. The resource they offer includes translations into English, so there is a temptation to peek. That feels like a cheat. Nor can I get my head around rhyming nonsense verse this morning. Which might be one way of tackling the challenge. So I took my poetry practice today on my own merry way again this morning. Maybe there is something rebellious in the air. I am feeling all wayward this week. I did, however, stick to the theme.

In Translation

Sitting in the classroom
with my two-way dictionary,
I still can smell stale fumes-
chalk dust, adolescent bodies -
hear the sing-song droning
of foreign vocabulary,
verbs that are transitive,
or intransitory.

No one knows anyone
speaking this way everyday.
It's like ancient Greek,
or  snatched ancestral language.
Who can match sounds of lost voices
long in graves to words on this page?

The sounds of lost voices with words
in translation.
How much is lost? How much is gained?

We seek new connections
in words on a page gone two ways.
Of walking in the world
that can be both. Of course,
in translation we hear
a new conversation.

Body spray overlaying sweat
of curious adolescent.
Do ancestors clap, stamp,
dance at this new version?
Some will. Some won't. You can be both.

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Breaking My NaPoWriMo Rules

Some days a combination physical tiredness and the demands of the daily diary meet poetry and something has got to give. My personal NaPoWriMo rule for 2018 and 2019 is to write a poem according to the prompt.Today’s prompt is a dramatic monologue. I’ve written a few. It’s not a new challenge. Also, they take a bit of time to write. What I don’t have this morning is a lot of time. This is when Poetry/Life/Work balance goes all crunchy.

So I have written a poem. Not a dramatic monologue. Because I do want to keep a the daily poetry practice I started last 15th September. To prove that I actually CAN write a dramatic monologue I will append one after the new one. Just to show off…probably. It’s in video format.

Breaking My NaPoWriMo Rules

When time in the finite realm
of this continuum
in space one occupies...
and poetry infinite
in universal place...
Finite meets infinite.
The rules of physics bend.
Sometimes they even break.
The boundaries have blurred.
It is now all multiverse
which is a new frontier.
I am alone in here.

That was always the point.
The voice in the head sings
pentatonically,
or not, as may be.
The hand moves across
the blank page, cuniform
graphs messages sent
from a new found land
in some new language
just found across the line.

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The dramatic monologue poem I am including in the blog today is something of my party piece. It is popular with John Wilmott, the Woodland Bard, oat many gatherings over the years. I have read it better than at this event when it had it’s maiden voyage in 2011. Danu is a goddess and Bile was her husband. Bile, in Irish, translates as tree. Enjoy!

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Day14 NaPoWriMo2019

I am a bit rushed. I have promised to bake a cake. And what do they do? They publish a serious head wrecker of a prompt! Homophones, homographs and homonyms! If you don’t remember what they are, go look up! Now I need some breakfast. And I have to tell you, this household is seriously organic!

Cereal Crime

I am serious as a plague of locusts.
The gunk they spray over cereal crops
is EU outlawed as serial crime.
Do not round up your breakfast porridge plate
with that big side dish of glycophosphate.
Do not think that jail is beyond fate
(although Brexit gaols may leave you exempt.)
Corporate cereal criminals bent
on their spree of serial crime concur
that public health can go in the mincer.
Profits before people . Seriously!
Go have a nice Sunday brunch or breakfast!
(Pray cereal criminals get busted.)

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Day 13 NaPoWriMo2019-Hedgewitch

I could relish NaPoWriMo’s Day 13 poetry prompt. It’s all things witchy and magical.” Today, we’d like to challenge you to write a poem about something mysterious and spooky! Your poem could be about something that is mysterious and spooky in a bad way (like a witch), or mysterious and spooky in a good way (possibly also like a witch? It depends on the witch, I guess!) Or just the everyday, mysterious, spooky quality of being alive. ” Now I don’t really do spooky, but I do do WooWoo. I do live in the liminal space where magic can and does happen now and then.

My eye also fell upon a random note. My nickname and nom de plume (Bee) is derived from the Old English for been, or bean, meaning “a prayer, a favour.” It then became associated with working parties like sewing or quilting bees. And, by way of synchronicity the other day I arrived in the classroom just as the kids were closing their Irish books. I flaunted my minute Irish vocabulary, mentioning that I was nearly late because my husband was doing meitheal with his mate. Meitheal is the Irish for a working party, neighbours helping each other get work done (“many hands makes light work”), especially at harvest or hay making time. Even the teacher hadn’t heard this one. And I did spell it right! (I checked when I got home. Preen moment.)

As to the featured photo of the white calf…well, it is standing before a fairy fort. And any pure white animal with a single red part is in with the fairies.

Hedgewitch

This is what the black bird said:
You can slip between worlds
through this gap in the hedge.
Each tree's knot, knarl and burl
makes you wise to ways
nigh forgotten, all but for
those of us who fly or crawl.
But The Good People like to make allies
with some of the Other Crowd
who've no knack for stomp and stalk.
They like silence, but can sing loud.
Because you need to know how
to dream a world into being.

It's like this,the blackbird continued, saying:
Magic is made of many parts-
prayer, song, a pure intention
backed by your flora and fauna friends,
done by the movements of the moon.
It's the knowing when to sow,
the time to reap, the way to keen.
Magic is in neighbourly exchange
of hedgerow jelly in autumn time and
the collecting of sloes to flavour Yule wine.
It's shooing lost sheep back to their fold
and helping mend fencing strong enough to hold
any gleeful lamb who leaps too high too soon
like the calf that jumped over the moon.

And then there is this:
A hedgewitch keeps herself well
only so long until someone else can spell
her and assume her magical work
between the blackthorn and the hazel trees,
to ken the mending of what has been rent
between the folks that stamp and stalk
and have lost all good sense,
those who simply cannot see
what lives in the woods, what lives in the trees.
Or The Good People, living beyond yon hedge,
in the gap where there is a magical screen.
They who work all the magic
yet are never not seen.


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Day 12 NaPoWriMo2019

Despite the sunshine I am feeling lacklustre about the poetry practice this morning. I have rules for myself. I really, really need to do it in the morning because my energy is likely to run out of puff by the evening. Evening is either a full flop or dedicated to interactions with friends, often telephonically or video linked. Mornings are for the poetry making, no matter how incomplete. And writing fast, playing the scales up and down, I realise I do need to find time to go back and see if the poem is an actual whole. Am I writing fragments? Are they poems at all? Writers can funk. even when the sun is shining and the blackthorn blossom is adorning all the hedgerows around.

One of rules for NaPoWriMo is to actually do what the prompt says. I know the website says it is optional. It’s a self-imposed rule. “Today, we’d like to challenge you to write a poem about a dull thing that you own, and why (and how) you love it. Alternatively, what would it mean to you to give away or destroy a significant object?” I am not a materialistic person, but having dragged various objects with me through three country moves it is fairly easy to designate objects of significance. Mine is a conch shell. Provenance: Long Beach Island, NJ. Found by: sister Given to: sister.

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Conch shell as gravegoods

Gravegoods

You can put it into the box with me.
Place it so my ear rests against the conch.
They say hearing is the last sense to go.
Let me go out with music from the sea
as the casket solemnly slides to launch
toward the cremie's flames red hot glow.
Let us face together eternity
ashes to ashes
love's ocean and me.

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NaPoWriMo2019 Day 11 – Rivers

Day 11 dawns early given many mission and tasks to complete. I set the alarm extra early. And what do they ask of us? A personal origin poem? ” …we’d like to challenge you to write a poem of origin. Where are you from? Not just geographically, but emotionally, physically, spiritually? Maybe you are from Vikings and the sea and diet coke and angry gulls in parking lots. Maybe you are from gentle hills and angry mothers and dust disappearing down an unpaved road. And having come from there, where are you now? ” Big theme NaPoWriMo! Poems need compression. How to put a gallon in a pint pot!? It’s been a longish life, too. But a few years back I did a similar exercise and realised that the recurring theme in my peripetic lifetime is …rivers. I even did a collage around it, figuring in all the rivers that have been relevent to my life story. Not all have made it into the poem, See if you can spot the difference.

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Spot all the Rivers that have somehow been important to my personal origin story

Rivers

I am of rivers.
All flow.
They meet the ocean,
roll on.

First was East River.
I'm Bridge and Tunnel
for four generations.
There's a Delaware
ferryman mother's
side piloting flow
back and forth. I know
rivers, how they meet.

Then Susquehanna.
Marcellus rock formed
my teeth and bone.
I am of rivers.
All flow.
They meet the ocean.
and roll.

Potomac, then Thames,
preoccupations
adult. Capital!
Then slowing down to
Yorkshire's Ouse, Wharfe, Aire,
snake goddess piercing
my heart. There's a hole -
river hewn hag stone.

Yes, I'm of river
all flow
going to meet, reach
ocean
still seeking the source.

At last
the River Shannon
close to its pulsing
Pot, where the river
rises, trickles, flows,
spreads, widens over
Midland plains, rolling
down the lip of land.
Fresh water meeting
sand and salt and there
river meets ocean.

I am flow, rock, roll,
water of love meets soul.
I am of rivers
seeking
all flow
yearning
for the ocean's
rocking
and roll.

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The featured photo is my own of the Shannon Pot, where the longest river in Ireland rises about three miles from where I have lived for the past seventeen years. The photo was taken when the Pot was very full, almost to overflow, not unlike how it might have looked at the mythic start of Ireland’s own origin story.

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NaPoWriMo2019 Day10

I am playing fast and loose with the NaPoWriMo2019 prompt for today. “Today, I’d like to challenge you to write a poem that starts from a regional phrase, particularly one to describe a weather phenomenon.” I have a cracker of a regional phrase, one from County Armagh, Northern Ireland. Which makes this very GloPoWriMo2019 and gives me a chance to vent about Brexit.

“Shar me hay-ed” is what it sounds like. This translates as “shower my head”. Or could even be used as “go shower your head.” It’s more to do with internal weather than external low and high pressure systems. My late sister-in-law came over to us in England from Armagh back in the late 1990s for her fiftieth birthday to “shar me hay-ed.” With a hard Brexit looming and living in border lands we may all be needing to go shower our heads more frequently. In a little over a week I will be escorting a group of school childrenthrough a sliver of territory that will cross international boundaries twice. This is just to take them for a guided walk in Cavan Burren Park, which is part of a cross-border global geopark. It’s supposed to be a fun day out during a Easter Holiday School doing arts and crafts.

I just realised I may have to pack my passport since I don’t have a photo ID driver’s licence. I have to ride on the bus to fulfill the mandatory number of adults for Child Protection Policy.

The point is that nobody knows what all the implications will be. To have called a referendum without a plan was just plain wicked and so disruptive of millions of lives. Blast Brexit! We all need to go shower our heads over this.

Go Shower Your Head 

"I need to shar me hay-ed,"
she said.
Not the power shower sort
of head.
A break from all the stress
forcefed
living with an army of occupation and
hotheads
A soft day cannot wash away
bloodshed.

So go shower your head
in a cascade.
Change your weather channel
in glen and glade.
We all need to shower our heads
 to biodegrade our dismay.


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NaPoWriMo2019 Day 9

Today’s NaPoWriMo prompt turns for inspiration to a long gone Japanese woman poet, Sei Shonagon, famous for her Pillow Book of astute, acute observations of court life. She was a great one for doing list poems on rather grand themes like Things That Have Lost Their Power. Never say I am not ambitious!

Earthly Powers

The depradations of age...
the body has arrived at the stage
of being the creaking gate,
the wobbling fence post. It's fate.
Words escape. Occasionally,
object or subject vaguely
becomes 'thingy.' Context is the template
that helps us negotiate.
Until they have all gone on
we lean on those sharing this Rubicon.
Oddly, despite 'thingy', things matter
less and less. We live gaunter
in every way- our bones brittle,
hair thinning around the skull.
However, others' opinions
matter naught. They're spent canons.
Sometimes wisdom finally arrives.
Fear's vanquished, deprived
all its power to manipulate.
Women can luxuriate,
stroking their moustaches and goatees.
A man can eat only cheese.
Age denudes us of our vanity.
For some it takes sanity,
makes crappy, cranky, crumbly, crusty.
Age makes the brave. Oldies are toughies.


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NaPoWriMo2019 Day 8

Today’s NaPoWrMo2019 has challenged us to use some sort of professional or business jargon and then run with the metaphor. I cannot say that this prompt is sparking much joy in me, but then I am feeling the weariness of a marathon runner at mile seventeen. I did dip into the resource pages suggested, but still felt uninspired. Nonetheless, I tell my kids that failure is part of the creative process. Things don’t always work, but the only real failure is not to try. Gotta walk the talk, teacher!

So I dipped into a past experience of working in a call centre. Our cubicles were called Pods. Which was company jargon. So…I’m trying…We also had to do some sort of personality test in the training. I was a dolphin. Apparently our modus operadi is to help people.

Pod Life

Others may school or herd,
but here, intelligent
animal life listens
from a 2x2 cubicle.

The point of these
conversations is to
reach cooperation
with the high risk funking
on the credit card company.

So let this nice dolphin
give you some peace of mind.
Because if you don't
very shortly
we will sell you out to sharks.

Here in Pod Land
we flip and leap and play
each day, smile on the phone
to get you to give more money
in call after call after call.

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